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Thursday, December 30, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
What is the first thing you notice about people?
The way the interact with others, as well as their body language!
What career do you plan to pursue?
Well, I'm currently pursuing to double major in Nursing and Psychology. As you may not know; i'm seeking out my careers through the NAVY. Since you can not go straight into Psychology when you join the NAVY you have to pick another field to start with first; then transfer after a few years. I decided to study Nursing (or what the call Corpsman) since i LOVE the medical field, then transfer to NAVY Counselor as they call it and beginning my field in Psychology, since i have more of a PASSION for it, then soon, open up my on Private Practice :]
Who is your best friend and why?
Crystal G. :D. I met her freshman year but we didn't start hanging out until grade 10. We had a few classes together and she is just an great person to be around. Crystal managed to stick with me in P.E. while i did my miles, not most people can! She has stuck with me through a lot of shit that most so called "friends" didn't and we have similar likes and interests in common! Including birthstones, haha! Just a person you can rely on and put your trust in %100. In times of need she has been there, also in times of fun we always have a good time together, regardless of what were doing! Even if we don't talk for awhile or in different cities are friendship doesn't change, but grows stronger.
What two things could you not do when you were a child, but you can do now?
Uhm, i could pretty much do most things. I was not sheltered as a child. Plus, i had older siblings, as the saying goes "anything you can do, i can do better.." constant competition lol.
Do you have any special talents?
Singing, acting, dancing and gymnastics. Oh, and writing poetry on the side of course :p
What is your favorite color and why?
Purple, Green, and Black are my top. Purple because the color is pretty in almost any shade. Green i like, because in a sense means something good to me. Black because anything goes with that shade. :]
If you dug a hole through the center of the earth,and jumped in, would you stay at the center because of gravity?
Typically, i think, yes! But, since the center of the earth is basically molten iron and nickel, you'd probably burn up and disintegrate into ash then into nothing, before you even reach the exact center, since temperatures are insane.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?
Uhm, octopus? Yeah, it was a minature octopus. Tentacles, head and everything were still attached. It was a whole octopus, many of them on my plate. Not bad, a bit chewy though! Haha :p
If you could make one person fall in love with you who would it be?
No one, i don't want to force them. I want it to happen naturally. :D
Honestly... I feel... like I have unfinished emotional buisness to do. Half of it is already done, but the other isn't. I hope I get to finish it before the year is over. and oo ok. I feel glad you understand why people manipulate others then. nm then =-]
It's unfortunate that you have unfinished business, but if it has nothing to do with me then i would like it if you refrain from bringing me into it. If it does deal with me then tell me straight out. Other than that, i have nothing left to say and I'm sure my decision has already been made..
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Since your a Psychology major, I just thought I'd share this final word of advice with you. If people arn't able to express their feelings into words, they're going to have a lot of problems! exp: abuse depression manipulation ect That isall what I meant.
Uhm, okay, whatever. Basically you're telling me something I already know .. I guess what I really want to get at is, what the hell does it have to do with me?? Now that's what I meant. I understand what was said, just not the reason of why you felt that you had to write it in my formspring, and anonymous at that. So, what feelings are YOU hiding behind? What's keeping you from being honest with yourself? An why are you projecting your opinions onto others??
Friday, December 24, 2010
What annoys you the most??
People who think they know what you feel or what's best for your life. When in reality they have no fucking clue. When sometimes listening to them is leads your life down the wrong road, it may be right for them but not you and they to learn to respect that or step back.. It's harsh but honest!
If your heart says to do something, you should do it and say forget what my mind says. There's a reason why you feel that way from the start.
Im not sure what this is trying to say? Please explain more?
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
What's the last song that you listened to?
Victoria Justice - Freak the Freak Out! Shoot i la la love this song!!
If you could be invited to one person's birthday party, whose would it be?
Crystal and mine's! Haha, were doing it big this year! 21
If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?
Well since it's basically 2011 im answering like it meant 2010.. I NEVER would have moved out..
Are those your real eyes? if so i love them! their gorgeous! :)
They might as well be. i'm so blind it's not even funny.
What comes to mind when i say Linkin park?
Uhm, woah i haven't listened to them in awhile since the first Twilight? That song they have playing, Leave out all the rest?? haha, as you can see they aren't may favorite band but i know somewhat of them.
What type of guys are you into?
Hah, uhm guys that have something going for themselves. Respectful and not afraid to be romantic out in public and can always make me laugh. He has to be outgoing, active and able to keep up with me because im everywhere! Also to share similar interests is a plus but not requirement. I like differences or trying something new, it'll keep the day interesting. He has to be up for long talks, walks and random conversations. My height are taller :P Also, chivalry in my book, is not dead! :]
Sunday, December 19, 2010
oh really? dude are a monkey! haha thats good you drink coffee and not those energy drinks. some people drink that shit like every day?! i need soda and 1 a day energy vitamins to keep awake better. lol
That's good. Coffee isn't really that healthy in mass quantities.
its not? oh welll 'lol yeah theres not much to do at night. was on the phone til 2 but they left but wasnt tired still.how do u life with no sleep all the time?! lol
Lol, nope! For some reason i just love nighttime it has that certain appeal to me, and i usually end up regretting it when im chuggin` pots of coffee just to focus. i kind of have no choice when it comes to staying awake. I can't sleep until im like passing out tired. During school this was a positive and a negative. A positive because i had the whole night to study and do homework, negative because during lectures i would fall asleep. I even had a instructor ask me how i passed with a good grade if i was always sleep. Hah!
said u had a twitter so i thought id see what the hell u were talking about. plus ur really easy to find. lol thought id drop in say hi and see how it works.
Haha, this isn't Twitter! Yeah, my secret world of online life! What i retreat to when i have insomnia episode like these and dont sleep for days.
yeah ur over thinking this lol dude i talked to u 2 days ago on the phone lol
Ohhh! Wow, i really over thought that! Whoa, how'd you find my formspring?
haha i deleted my sites long ago. lol i can give u a hint yeah? lol im unpredictable!
Unpredictable? Hm, i have many friends that are like that. i want to think that your like from australia or different time zone because its 430 in the morning where im at when im suppose to be sleep and your up? and if thats the case im so toally lost.. Deleted your sites? How come? and if so how'd did you find my FormSpring? Haha, maybe im over thinking this? but yeah how?
same here! i think doing what you truly want is the only way to happiness. besides you only live once so why not spend your life living by your own rules? its the only way you can create your own light.
Yupp! Why are you anonymous? Reveal yourself to me :D i don't know which of my sites you are from.
hell yeah! i dont see how people live each day doing the same shit as everyone else. i say do whatever the hell you want
Agreed! I just hate being a follower. I'm random and spontaneous and i like to take charge of my own life. I'd rather create a path of my own than walk a road that someone has already paved.. Life is what you make of it! And honestly right now, im the happiest i've been in years doing what I WANT to do and not trying to please everyone else..
why be normal wh en different is better right? =-]
Exactly! love being different and i won't fit in for nobody! :]
huh how come?
Oh the "anytime" lol usually people never responded back so i was use to that. Buh, im glad you responded back hah :]
i remember quite awhile ago you said you were bi or gay...since then you have flip flopped a bit.
Never was lesbian! Wasn't bi. I was bi-curious. I pulled that shit back as a freshman or what not.. Im straight, always have been and always will be.. Why? Where did this come from all of a sudden?
Definition of Bi-curious: Bi-curious is a term used to refer to someone who does not identify as bisexual or homosexual but feels or shows some curiosity in a relationship or sexual activity with someone of the same sex.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
What changed 2 weeks ago?
He liked someone else, i don't cock block! Also the girl he likes is a nice girl. Plus, if you like them that much its best to let them go and be happy... Ya know? I mean it'd be awesome if he liked me back but the chances of that happening is probably slim. So why should i put myself through the pain of watching who i like, like someone else?
You haven't dated anyone in awhile, are you gay, bi straight? Do you have a crush on anyone?
Whoa, stalking my personal life much, haha? I chose to be single because i couldn't deal with a relationship while dealing with other stuff, but all that's done with and i am dating! Oh gosh Im straight!! If you would of asked me if a had a crush 2 weeks ago i would of said yes, but it has ended and that ship has sailed ... So my answer is no to the crush thing. Life continues..
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
how are things with you ed wise?
Mm, still hard, im struggling a bit and trying to get used to my body nd my weight.
Friday, December 10, 2010
What's Eating You?
** Updated 12/10/2010 800pm*** ( ijust realized it ended and was not cancelled but i still mean what i typed!)
Well hell i'll tell you. Society! Society is so fucking screwed that 50% of girls between the age of 11 and 13 think they're fat. The tv show; "What's Eating You?" has been freakking cancelled and i couldn't be more upset.. They allow these fat shows to be on and the 600 pound lady, or 700 pound man whatever it was to be aired and documented as well as other of people eating themselves into a coma and obliterating weeks of food in one day, yet the cancel tv shows about Eating Disorders or cancel documentaries. In all honesty IT'S THE SAME FUCKING THING. Yet the overweight people are eating all the food as the anorexic or bulimic is not or throwing it up. They are all under one category and that's EATING DISORDERS! Binge eating is classified in the DSM -IV as and Eating Disorder.
I understand that while airing these documentaries or tv shows about Anorexia and Bulimia Nervosa may be dangerous because girls and boys may be given ideas and tempted to try them. It also spreads awareness and information to a parent, friend, or loved one that is watching the show to recognize some behaviors they engage in or personality changes. Basically clues them into that something may not be right they may be more inclined to get help for their loved one or maybe the individual with the eating maybe able to recognize and realize what they're doing isn't healthy and that they are not alone! To where they can be inspired by the person on the show to actually go out and seek help before its too late, or before they start losing jobs, friends, family and ultimately their life...
Showing the morbidly obese people and can be just as damaging as showing anorectics on tv. On this season (season 10) of Biggest Loser one of the contestants named Lisa Mosley, her daughter was hospitalized for severe hydration, what was the cause? She had begun to STARVE herself of food and liquid because she didn't want to become fat like her mom.. For others it may be seeing obese people on the screen that makes them think twice about having desert.. then its turns into maybe not having seconds of dinner.. not having dinner, skipping lunch and not eating breakfast as you add 2 hours of exercise to your day. I agree the same can happen with seeing anorexic models or actresses too. Girls aspire to be like them, to be that thin. Both of them are extremes. You either hate being fat or you love it. You either love being skinny or rather die before you gain 25lbs.. i know because i've experience the feeling from both. Seeing obese and anorexic people. Thats just the way my mentality and brain chemistry works. Neither one helps, our society has seen both a rise in obesity and eating disorders. This fucking world is obsessed with weight. You can't watch tv, listen to the radio, drive you car or go anywhere with out hearing about how to lose fucking weight or how to shave those 5 inches of fat off your belly. How to make your new years resolution goal after 5 years of setting it because you can't keep the damn fork out your mouth and your butt off the couch.. (sorry that was a bit harsh). THen the diet pills left and right; lose 15 lbs in 2 weeks with diet and exercise.. Are you serious right now? I hardly ate and was exercise all through out the night and lost about 7lbs in that time span because half the time i was on my knees clenching my chest because my heart was beating so fast i thought it was going to jump out of my chest. Not to mention every time i tried to get up it felt like the world was shifting and gravity double and i ended up back on the floor.
Eating disorders are nothing to take lightly.. Binge eating, Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimia Nervosa, ED-NOS, or PICA they all are dangerous. Their symptoms maybe different but one thing they share in common is Death.
Which brings me to this, symptoms. The food, like however they handle the food whether they binge and purge, restrict, sabotage, hide, arrange, cut into tiny pieces, color sort, make them not touch etc. etc. its all just a SYMPTOM!! Just in case you didn't get this.. the reaction to and with food is just a SYMPTOM!! So forcing shoving food down their throats and forcing them to eat, locking the bathroom so the can't purge, locking the fridge so they can't binge IS NOT GOING TO WORK!! The those are actually the worst possible things you can do actually which is trying to control the food and their body.. It's GOING to make it worse. Not it might.. it's going to. You trying to override their control is just going to make them try and do the same and override your control and make them worse off then what they started at. Trust, the whole reason of why they are doing it is because they have lsot control of the things in their life, lost control of their life that it seems the only thing left that they have to control is their body..
And for someone to try and take that control away from them is the ultimate challenge. It takes time and therapy, or therapy isn't enough and your running out of time residential treatment or inpatient hospital.
Anyways, that was just my two cents on the issue just so pissed over how people can be so discriminative about seeing an anorexic on tv yet they let obese people run wild. If you take one.. take both! Both are damaging to the health..
Last thing is there is no cure for eating disorders. Period. You may stop acting in the behaviors and start eating healthy and not obsessing, but the thoughts are always, i mean ALWAYS hidden in the back of your mind. Its a daily fight that is not easy to just not act on them. For some its easier than others. All this coming from a person who has struggled with an ED for 10 years come February..
Feel free to post your Opinions, comments or concerns..
Well hell i'll tell you. Society! Society is so fucking screwed that 50% of girls between the age of 11 and 13 think they're fat. The tv show; "What's Eating You?" has been freakking cancelled and i couldn't be more upset.. They allow these fat shows to be on and the 600 pound lady, or 700 pound man whatever it was to be aired and documented as well as other of people eating themselves into a coma and obliterating weeks of food in one day, yet the cancel tv shows about Eating Disorders or cancel documentaries. In all honesty IT'S THE SAME FUCKING THING. Yet the overweight people are eating all the food as the anorexic or bulimic is not or throwing it up. They are all under one category and that's EATING DISORDERS! Binge eating is classified in the DSM -IV as and Eating Disorder.
I understand that while airing these documentaries or tv shows about Anorexia and Bulimia Nervosa may be dangerous because girls and boys may be given ideas and tempted to try them. It also spreads awareness and information to a parent, friend, or loved one that is watching the show to recognize some behaviors they engage in or personality changes. Basically clues them into that something may not be right they may be more inclined to get help for their loved one or maybe the individual with the eating maybe able to recognize and realize what they're doing isn't healthy and that they are not alone! To where they can be inspired by the person on the show to actually go out and seek help before its too late, or before they start losing jobs, friends, family and ultimately their life...
Showing the morbidly obese people and can be just as damaging as showing anorectics on tv. On this season (season 10) of Biggest Loser one of the contestants named Lisa Mosley, her daughter was hospitalized for severe hydration, what was the cause? She had begun to STARVE herself of food and liquid because she didn't want to become fat like her mom.. For others it may be seeing obese people on the screen that makes them think twice about having desert.. then its turns into maybe not having seconds of dinner.. not having dinner, skipping lunch and not eating breakfast as you add 2 hours of exercise to your day. I agree the same can happen with seeing anorexic models or actresses too. Girls aspire to be like them, to be that thin. Both of them are extremes. You either hate being fat or you love it. You either love being skinny or rather die before you gain 25lbs.. i know because i've experience the feeling from both. Seeing obese and anorexic people. Thats just the way my mentality and brain chemistry works. Neither one helps, our society has seen both a rise in obesity and eating disorders. This fucking world is obsessed with weight. You can't watch tv, listen to the radio, drive you car or go anywhere with out hearing about how to lose fucking weight or how to shave those 5 inches of fat off your belly. How to make your new years resolution goal after 5 years of setting it because you can't keep the damn fork out your mouth and your butt off the couch.. (sorry that was a bit harsh). THen the diet pills left and right; lose 15 lbs in 2 weeks with diet and exercise.. Are you serious right now? I hardly ate and was exercise all through out the night and lost about 7lbs in that time span because half the time i was on my knees clenching my chest because my heart was beating so fast i thought it was going to jump out of my chest. Not to mention every time i tried to get up it felt like the world was shifting and gravity double and i ended up back on the floor.
Eating disorders are nothing to take lightly.. Binge eating, Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimia Nervosa, ED-NOS, or PICA they all are dangerous. Their symptoms maybe different but one thing they share in common is Death.
Which brings me to this, symptoms. The food, like however they handle the food whether they binge and purge, restrict, sabotage, hide, arrange, cut into tiny pieces, color sort, make them not touch etc. etc. its all just a SYMPTOM!! Just in case you didn't get this.. the reaction to and with food is just a SYMPTOM!! So forcing shoving food down their throats and forcing them to eat, locking the bathroom so the can't purge, locking the fridge so they can't binge IS NOT GOING TO WORK!! The those are actually the worst possible things you can do actually which is trying to control the food and their body.. It's GOING to make it worse. Not it might.. it's going to. You trying to override their control is just going to make them try and do the same and override your control and make them worse off then what they started at. Trust, the whole reason of why they are doing it is because they have lsot control of the things in their life, lost control of their life that it seems the only thing left that they have to control is their body..
And for someone to try and take that control away from them is the ultimate challenge. It takes time and therapy, or therapy isn't enough and your running out of time residential treatment or inpatient hospital.
Anyways, that was just my two cents on the issue just so pissed over how people can be so discriminative about seeing an anorexic on tv yet they let obese people run wild. If you take one.. take both! Both are damaging to the health..
Last thing is there is no cure for eating disorders. Period. You may stop acting in the behaviors and start eating healthy and not obsessing, but the thoughts are always, i mean ALWAYS hidden in the back of your mind. Its a daily fight that is not easy to just not act on them. For some its easier than others. All this coming from a person who has struggled with an ED for 10 years come February..
Feel free to post your Opinions, comments or concerns..
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
what do you like to do for fun?
To hang out with my friends anywhere we go! Chill at parks or walk around the mall, go to the beach, hang out over someones house, play video games, cards or games in general! Act all sorts of crazy :]
Monday, December 6, 2010
What type of music you like?
Country, Rock, Alternative, Christian, JPop, Jrock, Kpop, Oldies, some R&B, things along that line. I listen to things at least once.. i love songs that have a message in their song that i can relate to or that appeals to my mood or emotions. I love music!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
If Hollywood made a movie about your life, whom would you like to see play the lead role as you?
Angelina Jolie, hands down!!
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