Monday, June 14, 2010

Too far to stop.

My fast has gone too far but im too far in it to stop ..
Day: (8/14) Hours: [202/336]
yah im like nauseous of food i dont want to think about eating any of it ..
i still dont know if this outpatient treatment thing is gunna work and end up pulling itself together but i hope it does soon or its just whatever screw it after this and i don't know if im ever gunna get help or treated for this stupid ED because out of all the efforts of my trying to go and search for treatment and get it or whatever it just doenst want to work out or nothing so what more can i do? Hmm? Nothing to it because just  to go with it then.

Who know ... might hit a new LW... that'd be amazing.

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