I wish you could see the beautiful person I see when I look at your pictures. It hurts to know that you are risking so many health problems and possibly shortening your great life by letting your ED win [through fasting and starvation , etc.]

I wish i could see what you all see too, but i don't and i hate that. Im sorry that im hurting you. i am currently trying to go to IOP. This one place offerred me 90 days free and stuff but my parents dont want me to go because they believe i need something longer and that this would be a waste of time. i kept telling my mom this is the best its going to get because i have no insurance to get help or in any way to pay for it, so im really just stuck. Im going to do it anyway but its just the fact of getting to LA and back and forth to the treatment center my parents will not pay for my gas.. also at the high risk of being kicked out and not let back in after treatment.


So i guess in all im just tired of trying to find ways to get help and get better when none of the ways are working and no one is ever supportive. im just always being denied or left in the same situation of where i started or worse. I really dont know what im going to do at this point. so yeahh

Ask me anything, I'll answer everything. Tell me what you really think. CHALLENGE: Can you do it w/ your user info?