Life is really kicking in hard. Hah, uhm yeah might be doing treatment this summer if everything works out right. Which i know right now im hoping it is but right when i get down to it ima be scared shitless. I really am holding onto to this ED and i am having a hard time giving it up. Treatment wont be IP(inpatient) this time. It's going to be Outpatient. IF i can get in ... also theres more to it then im telling you right now, but for now this is all im permitted to say until further notice..
Truth: I can't see myself without having an ED
Lie: I think Recovery will work this time around.
Truth: My environment will relapse me and keep me relapsed.
Lie: One day i will love myself ....
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