I quit as of tonight! doesn't matter what it is that im quitting, just that i am and its good that i do. I need to stop picking up all these things that i think is going to ease the pain but in truth its only causing more.
God has blessed me by not getting caught up in it before so i shouldn't now, and for not wanting to or not being able to live without it like others.
Im done. im through. My willpower is too strong for this. It wassn't that answer. i think i was so ashamed of it that i choose not to be addicted to it i guess you can say since i have a very addictive personality to everything. So yeah.
It's done and over...
Who am i?
- Beautiful Catastrophe
- 33years. Published Poet & Writer. Mental Health Advocate. Owner & Founder of Authenticate You Movement. Diagnosed: Anorexic purging subtype. ARFID. Anxiety. Bipolar. Borderline Personality Disorder. Chronic Depression. Dysphagia. Ehlers- Danlos Type 3. OCD. Body Dysmorphic Disorder. C-PTSD. Gastroparesis. Panic Disorder. Trichotillomania. Insomnia. Self- Harm: Cut & Burn. Im stuck and im struggling to keep my sanity above insane. I've opened my life to Christ and his love has been so abundant in my life it's literally changed and saved my life! This is an old blog so some things may not be Christ like, but it's always %100 honest and up front feelings! I know im meant to live through the BS So, im doing just that. I am Essence, and you are reading chapters of my book. Where i am the author, and i hold the pen. No one but me, signs their name at the end. I am Living Proof.
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