I was saying in general, you list all of these things you do (starve, exercise, take x pills and x pills etc) yet you freak out when you have heart problems or don't feel well... diuretics, diet pills and laxatives effect your heart directly.

OMG you cant fucking control your eating disorder!! Its like a drug addicted person!! Damn do i really need to explain this. They know that it can kill them and that the drugs are going to ruin their life and other health problems and running the risk of ODing for them too. Do they still get high and inject themselves with needles or snort the fucking coke??? YES!! Because that drive of wanting to be high is so much stronger than anything else thats currently happening.. Why? .. oh i wonder ... BECAUSE ITS A EFFING ADDICTION!! Same with eating disorders and using weight loss as a thing for control. You have no say in what you do. Maybe you do sometimes but not all. If you did do you think there'll be rehabs??? Or recovery centers? Uhm no because you could just stop and move on to another damn hobby. This isn't no fucking game, hobby, sport or something you just want to fucking try out as a damn diet. ITS A DISEASE/DISORDER. You don't ask for it, and it's not that easy to recover from. You know your hurting yourself and i would give anything for it to click and for me to recover but not everyones road to recover is like that. Some people can and others don't. That's life...

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