To walk the world alone
Or to know where your path leads
Can I run away from my problems
Can I run away from me
As hard as I try
My shadow always follows
How could something so dark and heavy
Appear so innocent and hollow
Misleading footsteps
A hallucinating mind
Do I walk to where I want to be
Or do I live my life a lie
Escaping reality
Defining what is mine
My body is my canvas
The scalpel is my mind
Under my conviction
And any presence of pain
Control is taken over
And slowly I am slain
Belief in the deception
Conflict in her heart
All of what she holds inside
Is the poison that’s tearing her apart
©Copyright 2010
Essence Evans
Who am i?
- Beautiful Catastrophe
- 33years. Published Poet & Writer. Mental Health Advocate. Owner & Founder of Authenticate You Movement. Diagnosed: Anorexic purging subtype. ARFID. Anxiety. Bipolar. Borderline Personality Disorder. Chronic Depression. Dysphagia. Ehlers- Danlos Type 3. OCD. Body Dysmorphic Disorder. C-PTSD. Gastroparesis. Panic Disorder. Trichotillomania. Insomnia. Self- Harm: Cut & Burn. Im stuck and im struggling to keep my sanity above insane. I've opened my life to Christ and his love has been so abundant in my life it's literally changed and saved my life! This is an old blog so some things may not be Christ like, but it's always %100 honest and up front feelings! I know im meant to live through the BS So, im doing just that. I am Essence, and you are reading chapters of my book. Where i am the author, and i hold the pen. No one but me, signs their name at the end. I am Living Proof.
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