Thursday, February 18, 2010

Blinded Misery

OH MY FUCKING GOSH!!!!!
Wait! Is this really happening to me?  I'm sorry come again? I can't believe my CFD Therapist is leaving CFD! I'm ... i'm ... i don't even fucking know what to feel?! All these emotions going through me, it hurts! I'm in complete utter shock! Wow! I can't stop crying. This woman has helped me through so much. Shes been through it with me. She fucking gets it. Yes someone who could tell you how im feeling. She always knew even when i didn't. Oh my gosh im panicking right now im freaking out im .. im ... i don't know. Im totally losing it.

i want to scream!

FUUUCCCCCCKKKKKK!

I can't do recovery, not like this i just can't. It was hard enough but now not having her for support. WTF am i to do?


Damn ...



Me:Uhm? Hello? Who turned off the lights on this road?? I'm still trying to walk on it ...
Promise: Don't worry i'll guide you ...

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